Kevin
I am so empty inside without you in my life the Emptyness is just getting worst each and everyday no matter how much I try to keep my self busy it is not helping I can't handle this lonelyness anymore I can't handle feeling like I have a hole in my heart and more than anything I can't handle the feeling in my heart that only if I could of saved you all the what if it is slowly killing me inside I don't know what to do with all I just wish I could of saved you i can't fake being happy anymore and I am sick of having to paint a smile on my face when I really am not Happy here is our LAST family picture taken together as a family